StRaWbErRiEs LaNd

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2005-02-27T22:57:00.000-08:00

Days had passed
Hours had slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
Since the day you left.

Your faceYour smile
Your care
And youre everything
Keep flowing through in my mind.

I think of
The moments we shared
The days we spent together
The sweet memories we had.

I wish we could be like before
I will be waiting for you
Right here waiting for you

2005-01-05T22:04:00.000-08:00

my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what i could hold
for it's me he chose to let go
life no longer shines without him
what's left is all but a dim
tears i shed for him but does he know?
i have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died is all i knowi love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all
i could feel my heart will never be open but remain sealed

with yoU

2005-01-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

In the middle of the night
I heard myself shout,
It was my heart
coz my mouth was shut.
My heart bled when u told me ?
Im sorry,
That we were incompatible just that
I wasnt wary.

I had to agree to end this feeling,
But my heart protested by all its bleeding.
I need your love to keep me breathing,
Without your love I dun feel like a living?

I want to know why, u wanted to leave so abruptly,
Decided to follow up behind ur steps secretly..
There?I saw you giving your heart away,
And crushed my heart along the way.

As time passes, the heart is healed..
But scars remain hard to conceal.
Kisses n hugs can only be reviewed,
By the memories that?s left so few.

wad's so great abt him?

2005-01-05T22:00:00.000-08:00

wads so great abt him?
some1 kindly hint?
he got me head over heels,
i loved him so i strongly feel.
he glanced over n caught my eye,
my face felt burnt...
was that shy?
i felt so lost in his eyes...
like there's no way out,
i don't know why.
he read my heart from my eyes,
n sensed i'm melting away just like ice...
he smiled, but it seemed so sly,
was it something he wanna imply??
but the smile took me for a fly
to the clouds of hapiness in the sky.
lurking behind could all be lies,
i couldn't see,coz love is blind.

2005-01-05T21:58:00.000-08:00

What is love in this world?
Hurtful item?
Harmful thing?
It all started with sweetie pie and
end with bitter ground
Sometimes it makes u taste of spicy chocolate
when love meant to be sweet.
What is guy in the world?
Meant to hurt us girls?
Oh God spear us than
We are innocent!
Not like boys!

i MiSs U

2005-01-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

After that day I than realize how important you are towards me. I really regret for everything. It really makes me wonder sometimes accepting you were a mistake or falling in love with you was a mistake. Or maybe, mistakes lie on me for accepting you. But, I do treasure those moment,those time whereby we are together we are so sweet, so nice. Falling in love with all your hugs and kisses. Your hugs make me feel as though Im protected from danger. Your kisses tell me that you cant live without me. But now, it all became fairytales. I can only keep them into my memory whereby no one else enter. Didnt have any intentions of breaking you two up. As long as you are happy is sufficient. Nothing can fill me up with happiness other than knowing that you are happy. I know that I might be a stupidest person but as long as you are happy thats enough. Never mind, its all right. I still can handle it myself. Just take care of yourself and thats enough. Blessing you with all my happiness. i will keep those days that we are together into a drawer and lock it up. Nobody can open other than both of us. You are always welcomed to open this drawer to view. But please do not steal them away because Im now left with nothing but memories, memories of you and I.

thaT daE~

2005-01-05T21:56:00.000-08:00

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whYyYyz

2005-01-05T21:54:00.000-08:00

Why must you always bluff me? It’s not the first time le you know. Being together with your partner is to trust each other, but not promising each other something and didn’t fulfill it. He’s making me to hate him, distrust him than to love him more. I don’t wanna this fucking feeling to continue. If all this continues I rather we end this relationship earlier than to hurt one another more. I do love him, but he’s making me so sad, so miserable. Not that he betrayed me. But are all the things that he have promise me to do but he did not fulfill. I know I must be more understanding towards him too but I’ve always give way le. What else I can do? I can give ways for once, for twice, but not all the time right? I don’t wanna end this relationship that’s build by both of us to end so fast.

...

2005-01-01T23:13:00.000-08:00

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there,where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door where i am sure dreams are
It doesnt matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cos' the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And i dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
THe hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there's a time
In your life
WHen the odds are so against you
There's no defeat,if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart
It doesnt matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And i dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero thats in me
When i dream,I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be goldnt
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

you're...

2005-01-01T22:01:00.000-08:00

you're my star...
you are special...
in every single ways...
thats why i love you so...

true love

2005-01-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

Real love ish when
two person can go through the
troughest problem together...
without asking for promises or
listening criterial.
in a relationship, you have to put in
effort and give in at times...
not always be on the receiving end.

Why,,,

2004-09-05T23:28:00.001-07:00